Is it true that what makes you weak makes you stronger?

I'm so sick at myself at the moment. I feel so weak, mentally and emotionally. I've never felt so worse like this. I started the weak feeling light and refresh and confidence of accomplishing anything. Everyone in school just seem to distant themselves from me, except for a few. This semester is tough for me, with all the modules. In the class that I'm currently in, excluding the handful, I really can't breathe and feel comfortable without putting on a mask and face them after all I've been out of their league for good. Perhaps to them, I'm nothing but someone to make use of to motivate themselves. I've got like bottles of frustration that I just want to release out here, many things can't be said and share to just anyone, moreover I don't want to be pity for. Perhaps a good meet up with my cousin, darlings and friends to chat till the dawn will be a good deal. At least they are the ones that never seems to leave me and never fail to motivate and pull me back on my feet. Or maybe, I need to cry all the shit in me so that I can find the energy to stand up strong again. I've been a weakling since the start of the semester, I really detest it and I'm totally disgusted at myself. I can feel myself drowning in all these stupidity. Perhaps I should not be holding on to so many things... There's too many things that we can have no control of but actually we control each and every single of it.

Loved and take care.